ayidHIMSELF

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

i just dont see the point of planning for the future anymore..
everything just crumbles even before the foundation even get formed up..
i miss the time that i am superior to others..
i dont think i will feel that way for quite some time..
i lost interest in IT a few months back..
i dont enjoy skating as much as i do a few weeks back..
maybe its time to just be normal..

7:57 AM

Monday, September 28, 2009

a friend of mine did this and i thought of tryin it out..
anyone can ask me up to 5 questions and i'd answer them truthfully..

they can ask me tru tagboard, email, msn (ayiddeftone@gmail.com for both email & msn) or other means of communication.. just tell me that is a question for my blog and ill colate them and place them in my post within the next few days..

i dont think i have to worry if these questions are from idiots are not my friends..
if they aint my friends they wont even bother to read up my blog anyway..

and last by not least..
HAPPY BDAE SHARON

8:14 AM

Sunday, September 27, 2009

Went to nana's open house yesterday..
the 1st comment from nana's brother was
"kawan2 ko sume black metal pe?"
lol.. didnt know our clothes are made of metal..
but it was black.. xD
nothin much to talk abt it but here are some of the pics..
let them do all the talking..

3:35 AM

Friday, September 25, 2009

♥ ╠ LiL MisS NaNa LuHx SheY ╣ ♥ says:
*Im HAvinG a OPen HOuse tomorrow .. afta 4pm aiite!! sO dO cOMe n JUmpe LUh Aku!! hauhauhuaa!! BLk 335 #15-461 seMBawang CloSE...

Introducing ayidHIMSELF [http://ayidHIMSELF.blogSPOT.com] says:
*alah bsk panadol sold out sia

♥ ╠ LiL MisS NaNa LuHx SheY ╣ ♥ says:
*tu luh!
*apek tu makan sumer

Introducing ayidHIMSELF [http://ayidHIMSELF.blogSPOT.com] says:
*kucing mkn cheese fries k

♥ ╠ LiL MisS NaNa LuHx SheY ╣ ♥ says:
*hmmmm
*sr nathan kawan bapak aku

Introducing ayidHIMSELF [http://ayidHIMSELF.blogSPOT.com] says:
*takmo bedek k.. smlm tak hujan tros..

♥ ╠ LiL MisS NaNa LuHx SheY ╣ ♥ says:
*gerimis shey!

Introducing ayidHIMSELF [http://ayidHIMSELF.blogSPOT.com] says:
*takkn la pasal tu drumstick patah.. kecian tu ayam..

♥ ╠ LiL MisS NaNa LuHx SheY ╣ ♥ says:
*siak uh!! grasshopper to mati siak.. Kenek Lenyek NGAn semot!

Introducing ayidHIMSELF [http://ayidHIMSELF.blogSPOT.com] says:
*basikal ade due rode pe..

♥ ╠ LiL MisS NaNa LuHx SheY ╣ ♥ says:
*tarq luh!!! BUs ader 10 bus ticket

Introducing ayidHIMSELF [http://ayidHIMSELF.blogSPOT.com] says:
*spiderman tak mkn fly sey..

♥ ╠ LiL MisS NaNa LuHx SheY ╣ ♥ says:
*''nyONYA!!! tunggu GUEr LUh! GUer NAq NGok lu PUnya Punya!!!! ''

Introducing ayidHIMSELF [http://ayidHIMSELF.blogSPOT.com] says:
*tv picture bergerak ke? kalau shake picture frame bley tgk picture gerak jugak?

♥ ╠ LiL MisS NaNa LuHx SheY ╣ ♥ says:
*hmmm... kau da bebal PEr???
*da BEbal PEr KAu... hmmm?

Introducing ayidHIMSELF [http://ayidHIMSELF.blogSPOT.com] says:
*kalau dorg cakap treasure life.. no matter if aku cari the biggest treasure box.. aku not sure ape nk letak dlm..

♥ ╠ LiL MisS NaNa LuHx SheY ╣ ♥ says:
*letak HAti kau!

Introducing ayidHIMSELF [http://ayidHIMSELF.blogSPOT.com] says:
*mane elephant ley terbang sia

♥ ╠ LiL MisS NaNa LuHx SheY ╣ ♥ says:
*boleh!
*BABE aper!

Introducing ayidHIMSELF [http://ayidHIMSELF.blogSPOT.com] says:
*abeh kalau kiter rogol prostitute tu considered shoplifting or sexual assault sey..

♥ ╠ LiL MisS NaNa LuHx SheY ╣ ♥ says:
*hmm...
*PENcopet!

Introducing ayidHIMSELF [http://ayidHIMSELF.blogSPOT.com] says:
*alah pen takde ink pakai je sharpener conferm da ley pakai alek

♥ ╠ LiL MisS NaNa LuHx SheY ╣ ♥ says:
*mepek nyer kau!! hahahkz!!
*siak siak!!
*tayar pancit pakai angin dlm plastic leh ok alik tarq?

Introducing ayidHIMSELF [http://ayidHIMSELF.blogSPOT.com] says:
*guitar string ley kai utk tangkap aiskrem yg tngh swimming

♥ ╠ LiL MisS NaNa LuHx SheY ╣ ♥ says:
*lol

5:25 AM

Thursday, September 24, 2009

lets talk about the dream i had last night..
i dont ever remember what i dream about most of the time..
because dreams are hard to remember..
and also remembering dreams are very hard..
and its harder to remember dreams compared to real life happenings..
not hard as in physically hard.. but mentally hard..
and since its hard, so its not easy..
even when its not easy.. its not hard too..
even though i dont remember most of it..
i do still remember some of it..
but i dont remember last night dream..
because i was too sleepy and tired..
ok thats all for today..
thanks for wasting your time reading about the dream that i cant remember..

9:19 AM

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Today is officially the most boring day in my ns life..
Woke up at 4am just to catch the first train so i wont be late to reach jurong camp..
reached there 4 minutes early..
went to the auditorium and sat there at 8am..
wow aprox 10 of us ninja got driver and im one of them..
Sat there while waiting for the briefing of our new vocation..
and it started at 4.15PM..
and we left to go home to pack our stuffs for the next day at 5PM..
so wtf did i do in between?
hear to music till my ipod from full batt to flat..
one of the song that really caught my attention was this..

(acctually i was sleepin when i heard this song.. somehow i woke up hearing the lyric of the chorus..)
eat smoke and sleep..
for freaking 8hours and 15minutes?
couldnt they ask us to come at 4pm instead? LOL..

ok tomoro i will be going to my new posted unit (will get and go to the new posting tomoro)..
and sadly they already said that all of us will be in a stay in unit..
it means my whole ns life is a stay in life..
nt sure if its a ns life or no life.. =/
at this point i really wish im in CD or Police..
but wth.. no important thing to care about outside anyway for the weekdays..
hope that fri and the weekends would be enjoyable with my close buddies..
will be going for my drivers trainin at Sembawang for 2+ months then off to my new unit..

WISH ME LUCK

*at this point you guys will go like good luck Ayid*

thanks you guys for wishing me luck and its pretty obvious which luck you wished me all these times.. so better wish me good luck this time aites.. xD

10:18 AM

Monday, September 21, 2009

choices choices and choices..
its not about my ego.. its about pride..
i do have regrets for the choice ive made..
blame yourself for forcing me to choose what i chosen..
its your fault for asking me to choose between settling down with you and the things that i enjoy doing..
obviously im not thinking of settling down for 5-6 more years..
so guess which one did i choose..

10:12 AM

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Officially the worst raye in my life..
what a time to get sick..
Fever, sore throat, cough, stomachache, headache, difficulty in breathing..
you mention it i got it..
yesterdae my mother die-die wanted to go to her house..
brought along aloooot of ketupat to give to her..
den my father lak segan and came up with alot of excuses..
last2 ckp tak bagos gi rumah org time maghrib.. =/
ok need to rest..

6:18 PM

Saturday, September 19, 2009

went to geylang with the dudes to get some food.. (el shah sham zouk bert flex ayul)
then on the wae back we chill at Bishan harmony park to skate chillz..
they gave me a birthday present.. like woohhhh.. its freakin somethin i need..
needed to replace my burst 7yr old lucky 7 bearings..
thanks dudes for the abec7 speed demon bearing.. :)
really didnt expect that at all.. now my next pay will be for buying deck instead.. :P
celebrated Nina's bdae too and they bought her a bag..
did alooooot of stupid things there.. played riddles.. mind games and also some pathetic dancing!
having party at the skate park.. xD
had a mini mosh and hardcore dancing and i headbanged till my whole back is in pain.. gahhhh!!!
went to skate in the morning and it suddenly rained.. gahhhhhhhh!!!
chilled at the void deck while sha and el jump around in the rain..
sha went to tie his hair to look like a girl in pony tail..
then zouk go comb his hair into matrep look
flex wear his pants high and tucked in his shirt plus comb his hair to look like a nerd xD
el tied up his hair to look like a girl too..
and the girls help to put on make up for sharina(sham) and yuyul (ayul)~
and last but not least flex thought of an idea and i wore my clothes like mat malaysia at kedai kopi..
here are some pic of the NCP gang for you guys to enjoy.. :)