he dont look happy having me at home..

he dont like me returning..

so i requested for a bunk and got it..

so ill be staying in from tomoro onwards..

the end of my stay out..

i still rememberd when i 1st enterd ns..

my sargent warnd us that it will be one the most challenging part of our life..

now i understooded why..

-it is when you have limited time for your loved ones.. (true)

-it is when you see the true colour of your friends.. (true)

-everything outside will change without including you in the story (true)

-people will start to leave because u will have no time for them (true)

-the one u love will have to choose to stay but far away from u but 90% of them chosed to run away (true)

-no matter how hard it is for you. there is nothing you can do about it (true)

-most of the people you know will stop sms/calling as if we dont exist or important to them. (true)

-you will have hard time balancing the time you are outside (i tried and failed)

-you have no time for your favorite activities (true)

-you will be emotionally, mentally and physically challenged (true)

he did stressed that it would be the best time to test ur true love. either they stay and comfort helping you mentally and emotionally throughout your whole ns life or just leave.. most of the awol cases are about gf who feels attention deprived. (luckly im have a brain to think). so dont think girls do not hold a part in the ns life phrase.. if ns was so easy why dont you try out army :)

im disappointed. experienced it first hand.