ayidHIMSELF

2010-03-31T08:05:00.000-07:00

old song.. but still love it..

craig owens, the best vocals eva!

screw chiodos for throwing him out..

Family gathering

2010-03-15T23:15:00.001-07:00

Had my family gathering afta god knows how long.. Everyone seems so happy except for the fact that the gath was at the hospital.. And my younger brother was warded.. Lol.. Visited n picked him up.. Suddenly i felt like a brother..

2010-03-13T18:25:00.000-08:00

2010-01-31T03:00:00.000-08:00

tomoro would be having my driving assessment..

hopefully i would pass it so i can start my public road driving on tuesday.. xD

gahhh kinda miss my unit.. no matter how much i hated it.. =/

2+ months more to go..

2010-01-24T00:12:00.000-08:00

above is like the stock market of my moral

up and down..

dont buy my stocks now..

Details are as follows..

Acronym: MRL
Director: Mr. Ayid Himself
Forecast: POOR
Demand: HIGH
Current price: $28.6432
Market cap: $159 billion
Total shares: 5,566,178,958
Shares for sale: 2,961,062,578

2010-01-23T22:47:00.000-08:00

been in the mood to hear to underground non well known songs for the past few months

here's one worth listening to.. :)

wootz finally out of th shit hole..

n guess wad?

i gotta book in soon.. :/

ytd was the best book out ever..

not going into details.. :)

gahhh.. gotta start holdin the steerin wheels on tues..

cant wait.. the faster i finish my course the faster ima get out of this shithole..

2009-12-19T20:48:00.000-08:00

2009-11-16T10:30:00.000-08:00

THIS IS AN UPDATE!
SO DONT SAY I DIDNT UPDATE MY BLOG.
xD

2009-11-09T04:00:00.000-08:00

my father is still angry with me for a few days..

he dont look happy having me at home..

he dont like me returning..

so i requested for a bunk and got it..

so ill be staying in from tomoro onwards..

the end of my stay out..

i still rememberd when i 1st enterd ns..

my sargent warnd us that it will be one the most challenging part of our life..

now i understooded why..

-it is when you have limited time for your loved ones.. (true)

-it is when you see the true colour of your friends.. (true)

-everything outside will change without including you in the story (true)

-people will start to leave because u will have no time for them (true)

-the one u love will have to choose to stay but far away from u but 90% of them chosed to run away (true)

-no matter how hard it is for you. there is nothing you can do about it (true)

-most of the people you know will stop sms/calling as if we dont exist or important to them. (true)

-you will have hard time balancing the time you are outside (i tried and failed)

-you have no time for your favorite activities (true)

-you will be emotionally, mentally and physically challenged (true)

he did stressed that it would be the best time to test ur true love. either they stay and comfort helping you mentally and emotionally throughout your whole ns life or just leave.. most of the awol cases are about gf who feels attention deprived. (luckly im have a brain to think). so dont think girls do not hold a part in the ns life phrase.. if ns was so easy why dont you try out army :)

im disappointed. experienced it first hand.

2009-11-08T05:00:00.000-08:00

Congrats to Lynn and Azar :)

and thank 2 me for attending..

made alot of ppl angry today on purpose..

who ask u all to disturb me when im not in the mood..

dont act as if u actually care cuz u wasnt there when its needed..

instead u left me.. im not sorry for myself nor anyone of u..

so refering to my previous post.. im sure u guys know which path i chosed..

2009-11-06T03:05:00.000-08:00

moral is at the lowest point of my life.

thnks to the psychiatrist who helpd me find out the root my problem.

may nd to talk to you soon again.

or maybe i should go back to the state i was before and dump all my emotions away.

then i would nt need to care abt my personal moral anymore.

2009-11-03T13:37:00.000-08:00

this post is dedicated to my pakcik (Cik Ihsyak)

passed away on 3rd November 2009

after being in coma for 2+ week

you will be remembered :)

you have always been the most sarcastic, random, funny uncle i ever had.

learnt alot about politics in from you.

2009-11-03T03:52:00.000-08:00

mus's interview part 2

SocialInterview.com asked me "What is Ayid Himself's idea of a great movie?"

I answered ''A Whole 2 Hours Of Him Talking To The Camera..''

WTH?! good idea.. standup comedy movie.. xD

2009-11-02T04:32:00.000-08:00

Who said zombies dont go to disco?

just a normal typical dae..

book-in lyke normal in the morning slack around till lunch then fall out.

rushed home to change to civilian clothes then went to yishun for a funeral..

some army dude that i dont know acctually passed away..

tot of partying with him.. =x

and thats about all..

that was what i wore to the funeral acctually.. (pic above)

interview

2009-11-02T03:01:00.000-08:00

a question from from mus's interview.. i lurve it alot.. :)
deserve a spot in my blog.. xD

Zzolǝq ﻣﺴﺘﻘﻴﻢ

SocialInterview.com asked me "If Ayid Himself went to a costume party, what would he/she wear?"

I answered ''if halloween,people would dress up as him~''

randomness

2009-11-01T07:10:00.000-08:00

was readin some randoms from my fb dcided to post it here to entertain all you idiots who has nothin to do and stalk me..

Don't take life to seriously. No one gets out alive
Stay clean and Green; cuz Yummy noodles make kittens horny. so stop jumping into bushes.
I can't remember anything, like what's your name? I.D.G.A.F.\
love = nature's wae of tricking ppl into reproducing.. xD
then, i wish to fall in love with a lesbian.. =D
you people are too stupid.. thats y im here to guide you all.. xD
love is something we make.. not have.. please have protected love.. xD
your head is full of words. words that dont mean anything at all.
truth always lies..
being in love is like planning a suicide.
playing roulette with a flower.
want to tree for fight sex soverign ate night tent
they said the best time to see loads of boobs bounce is during kallang waves. cant wait for the next national day when all boobs bounce united as a nation. xD
the heartbeat tht causes boobs to bounce
Screw DEATH. Ive got LIFE.
I want to master life and death.
we are all going to die anyway.. so lets find the suitable poison..
ive been ripped down.. knocked down.. turned down.. burnt down n im still here smiling.. what makes u think u can stop me from smiling.. =)
by saying "im not smart enough" is just like saying you are stupid. but atleast it sounds nicer.. xD
im still waiting for the day that all monsters fully evolves into real women.. there are still alot of monster rejects out there.. =/
Ignoring what we've felt, Overlooking what we've done, No awkward silences, no hiding any truths Ignoring what we've felt, Overlooking what we've done, What do you say?
"I LOVE U" she said. "I LOVE ME MORE" i said. she lose.
certified with double degee in randomology n boobyoulogy..
I didn't say i was powerful, i said i was a wizard.
never blame urself. since u are sharing the world with other. put the blame on others instead.
Bulls make money, Bears make money, Pigs get slaughtered...
If i cut my hair, Hawaii will sink..
Your stupid acts could be a lesson to someone else. So be as stupid as possible and contribute to the public. Thank you for wasting your time reading this.
we are just an abstract painting where everone has different view on. but in the end. none of them matters.
I like the way you are now. It reminds me of the time when i was young and foolish.
The fact that no one understands you doesnt mean ur an abstract artist.
No im not perfect.. ill admit it.. but ill tell you asses how it feels like being one soon..
the only reason you are still alive is bcuz killing is illegal..
Murder is just an excuse for suicide.. an adrenaline burst is strong enough for a man to kill a bear but not kill the murderer.. i guess no one wanna live that long anyway.. =)
Change in a person is common. Its just a matter of adepting to it.
I would like to take this oppurtunity to say thank you to all those mats and minahs who club, drink then fight as a hobby and had to do things where (normal) people us wont even think of getting near to and calling it work thus leaving the good jobs to peoples like us.. =x
welcome retards to the era where fucktards rules the world and assholes like ya all follows blindly.. xD
wouldnt recommend an octupus as a pet to anyone no matter how much i hate them..
always follow what your heart says! nw mine is saying fuck you... so lets fuck!
All you need is creativity to avoid n dodge all those fucked up problem that tries to knock you down.
Goodbye friendship, hello heartache.
The blowjob that captured my heart.
Stupid ppl do stupid things. Smart ppl outsmart each other.
Hey ladies. Lets wrestle n u'll get the tombstone piledriver but in the horizontal position.
Its been business doing pleasure with you.
i wish you were here......... instead of me..
Porns are cool.. they make your mind jog..
Masturbation ease the body mind and soul.. and its safe to say that masturbation is goooooodd.. jajaaa!
Always let a horse drink your water first and see if it survives. You will never know who will try to poison you.
Words dont kill me.. they inspire.. :)
Hey dear. Can we act hugging and kissing? So cupid would come out. I wanna catch it, rip its wings out and feed it to my goldfish cause it always shoot the wrong girls for me.
Trippin' over my words. and now you're trippin' on me. Isn't that funny? Couldn't you just laugh until you choke? I wish you would. So your face could match your eyes, cold,and blue,and lifeless. How did I ever fall for you?
Rule #1: Skaters shouldnt have GF

2009-10-27T06:46:00.000-07:00

im thinking if i should request for a bunk or stay out..
hmmmm.. doesnt make any diff either way..

songs

2009-10-26T07:13:00.000-07:00

finally added songs to my blog..
2 songs acctually..
and its embedded somewhere u cant see..
so no matter how irritating it is.. you have to bear with it.. xD

I saw her face & I can't escape by A Vain Attempt.
nice.. :)
currently addicted to it.. xD

hear it!

decks

2009-10-18T02:50:00.000-07:00

Went n followed my bro to buy his deck yesterdae..
cool combination..
grey powell minilogo deck
destructo lopez trucks
abec 9 momentum bearings
powell mini logo wheels
independent risers

just got to know tensor titanium just came to singapore
should have waited siaaaaaa..
purple some more..
im still thinking if i wanna buy a new deck or change grip tape..

2009-10-15T08:42:00.000-07:00

hey its our 1 mth anniversary of break off.. happy anniversary.. here's a post for ya.. hope you enjoy it.. since you love having attention from me.. :)

regretted even msging you..
maybe i shouldnt even bother..
shouldnt even follow my emotion..
world is so much fun when i minimized my emotion..

since u want a guy who finished serving the nation.. go find one..
you dont know what it feels like having limited time off..
yea u work shift.. but atleast u have all your time after or before work..
for me i have only the friday LATE afternoon. the whole saturday and back to camp somewhere in the afternoon.. thats freakin only 48 hours.. and dont forget i need to sleep.. so 48 minus 16 (2 days of sleep) and thats 32 hours..
(need me to minus off the time where i couldnt see you bcuz you need to go home at midnight too?)
what little shits can u do with 32 hours a week..
put yourself in my shoes for a change.. you should be lucky enough being able to even see me in my schedule..
too bad that we broke off when i able to be out everynight.. you just couldnt wait could you.. ohh sorry.. my bad..

secondly you state in your blog that i dont find you?..
was it my fault that you block me off from msn?
didnt i msg you goodnight msg once a blue moon?
so where were you all these while? :)
so was there a time that you even msged me first?
hmmmmmm.. let me check my hp... NONE.. it all started with my msg..
so stop shooting yourself..

thirdly so u are the only one angry? acctually i hated you.. its not that i am angry with you.. i wish we could have broke off on the 12th instead..
it was my pop i wanted you to be there. you slept thru it and didnt come..
my dad offered to pick u up and u didnt..
let me tell u a lil story abt that day.. something i kept quiet about..
my dad didnt know i was from N company..
so he didnt know exectly where i was at..
you did know which company im at..
so there was a part where loved ones put on the cap for us..
since my dad didnt know where i was at he cant put it on for me..
i wanted you to put it on for me but u wasnt there..
so while others loved ones put the cap on their son's head i put mine on myself..
how does it feel if it was u?
hope you are happy that you did that..
and im sure ull ask y say it now and didnt say it earlier?
if i were to tell you how i felt earlier im sure ull just say sorry and think that everything will be ok.. it happend and nothing can be done..
so y should i bother..

thats the same fucking reason y i had no mood to even see you on ur bdae..
i had no mood to fucking see ya on our shity relationship..
and also id rather be by myself on my bday..
and how was it breaking off 2 days after your bdae?
so what its the same for me.. it was ON my bdae.. the best gift ever..

i was so freakin happy that you asked our relationship to be off.. i freakin hate you.. I HATE YOU for not being there when i wanted you the most.. so dont fucking blame ns for me to change.. its not a choice.. it was never a choice from the start.. its a must.. you wouldnt know cuz u never go through it.. bitch..

hmm theres a barney bolster, picture frame with a bday msg.. a scrapbook with pics, a boxer a wallet in a rubbish bag.. so guess where is that bag now..

just when i wanted to forget abt everything and try to be nice.. you messed it all up again with your fucking ego msgs.. making me hate you even more.. so am i to be blamed for not replying you? you got what you definitely deserved..

if u want me to put all those things i hate about you here i could make my own storybook.. so 1 chapter is more than enough for today..

and guess what? you put all those shits abt me on ur blog and open for all your friends to read? i couldnt care less if they think im evil.. i really am ill admit it.. so now stop playing the role of an innocent victim.. cuz you are not..

yours truly,
ayid

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PART 2

finally had our skate tour..
been so long since we last had our..
always at skate park skate park and skate park.. xD

first started at bishan..
playd some steps b4 moving off to amk..
then we had our dinner at banquet..
skate to serangoon garden area..
then to hougang..
then to sengkang..
from sengkang we found out that there is no way further east except for goin tru the expressway..
obviously we are not allowed to skate on the express way..
so we skate back to hougang area then to upper serangoon road before turning into tampines road..
skate the whole stretch of tampines road b4 makin into old tampines road then to the tamp industrial estate and stright to tamp central just to catch the first bus back home..
tiring but fun journey.. xD
next time will be towards the western area of singapore.. haaaa..

so to summerize everything..
from bishan > ang mo kio > serangoon > hougang > sengkang > hougang > upper serangoon > tampines road > old tampines > tampines industrials > tamp central
aprox 120km in total (according to my gps) lol..

2009-10-13T06:40:00.000-07:00

human.. never satisfied with what they have.. always demanding more from others.. always troubling others..

wtf

2009-10-12T21:40:00.000-07:00

talked to the other dudes abt all of our past relatioships last night.
n i decided to atleast stay in talkin terms with her.
smsed her if she is still interested to talk.
all i wanted as a normal talk since i hadnt talk with ya for quite some time.
and somehow got a rather negative rply frm her.
then i gave my final n permanent goodbye.
decided to forget n shes gonna be totally out of my life by the end of today.
so dont go around and telling others i didnt care.
i tried to be nice and you slapped the words back to my face.
mayb i deserved but i dont care anymore.
this is the end of our little colouring storybook.

come home.

2009-10-12T09:01:00.000-07:00

Old song.. but....

ey bert.. this is a way nicer version than the original one.. xD

wth

2009-10-11T05:55:00.000-07:00

wth is wrong with my luck?
my new psp got bricked?
like wtf..
it suddenly shutdown by itself and refuses to turn on again..
been a cursed month.. =/

cry?

2009-10-10T07:22:00.000-07:00

i cant believe i had tears for a while just now..
did i think of something i shouldnt??
guess not..
it must had been my sore eyes..

eyes

2009-10-09T02:20:00.000-07:00

wootz.. this is sooo freakin cool..
who need contacts if ya have eyes like this..
xD

2009-10-08T06:20:00.001-07:00

looking back at some pics that were taken within the last few years..
i kinda miss those times..
didnt have a care in the world and enjoying every minute of them..
yea i have to face the fact that everyting is ever changing and its hard to keep things the way they are/were..
regrets of leaving things behind and also finding new things to replace what we have left..
here are some pics that i dug up..

I miss my classmates.. my IT1A Classmates to be exact..
miss the outings we had together..
one of the happiest moment i had in my whole schooling life..
not having to worry about anything and enjoying those moments.. :)

Doing stupid flips at the center of random parks! i really do miss it..

Skating at my favorite skate spot (white house tpy)

Skating every thursday after school at queenstown..

My younger brother cool afro hair..

Having holidays during ghost hunting trips.. =x

My favorite deck with sticker designed by me.
(which is with eL and Shah.)

Working in my dream company. Cisco Systems.

Chilling with the ol dudes and besties.. :)

and the time where nothing goes wrong..

Bye ol times.. its time to move and live on..

bush diving

2009-10-06T09:44:00.001-07:00

hari raye jackass

lynn's bdae

2009-10-04T09:10:00.000-07:00

got a sms from lynn souxie at 2+am

"never wish me happy bdae ? ):"

and purposely didnt rplyed it as we planned to sms her the bdae wish sometime where we guessed she was sleepin.. so we (me el and hann) sent her this msg at around 5+am

"Happy 15th Birthday Lynn aka Chax Souxie. May most of yur wish come true.Altho we sent tis msj late hoping to disturb your sleep, the stars in the sky reminds us of yu even tho there are no stars in the sky rite now.The moon is full and rainbows are colourfull. Traffik lights changes colours all the time except when it is spoilt, we must inform the traffik police and use the zebra crossing where there're no zebras are crossing the road wiv yu. we lerv yu too. [; (name)"

yea it didnt make any sense everyone knows that.. =x
(the rest was from el.. i only add the randoms..)
got home and uploadd the pics of the dae b4 on fb. and lynn pmmed me..

"sad sey no one ask me out on my birthday"

lol.. i was just planning to go watch phobia 2 alone and since she dont have any plans i asked her along.. sms/pm the rest of the crew and no lifeform were found.. the best is they replied only after the movie has ended.. lolx.. had my next stage of child hood and played some games at the arcade while waiting for bert and nina to reach yish.. and at the end of it all, at the taxi stand, I WON!!!!!! lol

went to meet bert, sham and nina at yis b4 goin to back to bishan to meet el hann and shah..
sadly i lost 2 fav things of mine.. a 2 mth old snowcap and 26 days old 16gb ipod nano.. :(

sk8onix raye

2009-10-04T09:03:00.001-07:00

Went raye with the rest of the sk8onix..
in sequence
1) lina's house
2) nina's house
3) my house
4) hann's house
5) the other lina's house
6) mimin's house

the theme for that dae was be yourself dae..
wear what you like.. its your own fashion.. xD

pics are up in fb.. add me http://www.facebook.com/ayid.himself

future

2009-09-30T07:57:00.000-07:00

i just dont see the point of planning for the future anymore..
everything just crumbles even before the foundation even get formed up..
i miss the time that i am superior to others..
i dont think i will feel that way for quite some time..
i lost interest in IT a few months back..
i dont enjoy skating as much as i do a few weeks back..
maybe its time to just be normal..

quiz

2009-09-28T08:14:00.000-07:00

a friend of mine did this and i thought of tryin it out..
anyone can ask me up to 5 questions and i'd answer them truthfully..

they can ask me tru tagboard, email, msn (ayiddeftone@gmail.com for both email & msn) or other means of communication.. just tell me that is a question for my blog and ill colate them and place them in my post within the next few days..

i dont think i have to worry if these questions are from idiots are not my friends..
if they aint my friends they wont even bother to read up my blog anyway..

and last by not least..
HAPPY BDAE SHARON

Nana's Open House

2009-09-27T03:35:00.000-07:00

Went to nana's open house yesterday..
the 1st comment from nana's brother was
"kawan2 ko sume black metal pe?"
lol.. didnt know our clothes are made of metal..
but it was black.. xD
nothin much to talk abt it but here are some of the pics..
let them do all the talking..

LOL?

2009-09-25T05:25:00.000-07:00

♥ ╠ LiL MisS NaNa LuHx SheY ╣ ♥ says:
*Im HAvinG a OPen HOuse tomorrow .. afta 4pm aiite!! sO dO cOMe n JUmpe LUh Aku!! hauhauhuaa!! BLk 335 #15-461 seMBawang CloSE...

Introducing ayidHIMSELF [http://ayidHIMSELF.blogSPOT.com] says:
*alah bsk panadol sold out sia

♥ ╠ LiL MisS NaNa LuHx SheY ╣ ♥ says:
*tu luh!
*apek tu makan sumer

Introducing ayidHIMSELF [http://ayidHIMSELF.blogSPOT.com] says:
*kucing mkn cheese fries k

♥ ╠ LiL MisS NaNa LuHx SheY ╣ ♥ says:
*hmmmm
*sr nathan kawan bapak aku

Introducing ayidHIMSELF [http://ayidHIMSELF.blogSPOT.com] says:
*takmo bedek k.. smlm tak hujan tros..

♥ ╠ LiL MisS NaNa LuHx SheY ╣ ♥ says:
*gerimis shey!

Introducing ayidHIMSELF [http://ayidHIMSELF.blogSPOT.com] says:
*takkn la pasal tu drumstick patah.. kecian tu ayam..

♥ ╠ LiL MisS NaNa LuHx SheY ╣ ♥ says:
*siak uh!! grasshopper to mati siak.. Kenek Lenyek NGAn semot!

Introducing ayidHIMSELF [http://ayidHIMSELF.blogSPOT.com] says:
*basikal ade due rode pe..

♥ ╠ LiL MisS NaNa LuHx SheY ╣ ♥ says:
*tarq luh!!! BUs ader 10 bus ticket

Introducing ayidHIMSELF [http://ayidHIMSELF.blogSPOT.com] says:
*spiderman tak mkn fly sey..

♥ ╠ LiL MisS NaNa LuHx SheY ╣ ♥ says:
*''nyONYA!!! tunggu GUEr LUh! GUer NAq NGok lu PUnya Punya!!!! ''

Introducing ayidHIMSELF [http://ayidHIMSELF.blogSPOT.com] says:
*tv picture bergerak ke? kalau shake picture frame bley tgk picture gerak jugak?

♥ ╠ LiL MisS NaNa LuHx SheY ╣ ♥ says:
*hmmm... kau da bebal PEr???
*da BEbal PEr KAu... hmmm?

Introducing ayidHIMSELF [http://ayidHIMSELF.blogSPOT.com] says:
*kalau dorg cakap treasure life.. no matter if aku cari the biggest treasure box.. aku not sure ape nk letak dlm..

♥ ╠ LiL MisS NaNa LuHx SheY ╣ ♥ says:
*letak HAti kau!

Introducing ayidHIMSELF [http://ayidHIMSELF.blogSPOT.com] says:
*mane elephant ley terbang sia

♥ ╠ LiL MisS NaNa LuHx SheY ╣ ♥ says:
*boleh!
*BABE aper!

Introducing ayidHIMSELF [http://ayidHIMSELF.blogSPOT.com] says:
*abeh kalau kiter rogol prostitute tu considered shoplifting or sexual assault sey..

♥ ╠ LiL MisS NaNa LuHx SheY ╣ ♥ says:
*hmm...
*PENcopet!

Introducing ayidHIMSELF [http://ayidHIMSELF.blogSPOT.com] says:
*alah pen takde ink pakai je sharpener conferm da ley pakai alek

♥ ╠ LiL MisS NaNa LuHx SheY ╣ ♥ says:
*mepek nyer kau!! hahahkz!!
*siak siak!!
*tayar pancit pakai angin dlm plastic leh ok alik tarq?

Introducing ayidHIMSELF [http://ayidHIMSELF.blogSPOT.com] says:
*guitar string ley kai utk tangkap aiskrem yg tngh swimming

♥ ╠ LiL MisS NaNa LuHx SheY ╣ ♥ says:
*lol

my dream

2009-09-24T09:19:00.000-07:00

lets talk about the dream i had last night..
i dont ever remember what i dream about most of the time..
because dreams are hard to remember..
and also remembering dreams are very hard..
and its harder to remember dreams compared to real life happenings..
not hard as in physically hard.. but mentally hard..
and since its hard, so its not easy..
even when its not easy.. its not hard too..
even though i dont remember most of it..
i do still remember some of it..
but i dont remember last night dream..
because i was too sleepy and tired..
ok thats all for today..
thanks for wasting your time reading about the dream that i cant remember..

Today's boredom

2009-09-22T10:18:00.000-07:00

Today is officially the most boring day in my ns life..
Woke up at 4am just to catch the first train so i wont be late to reach jurong camp..
reached there 4 minutes early..
went to the auditorium and sat there at 8am..
wow aprox 10 of us ninja got driver and im one of them..
Sat there while waiting for the briefing of our new vocation..
and it started at 4.15PM..
and we left to go home to pack our stuffs for the next day at 5PM..
so wtf did i do in between?
hear to music till my ipod from full batt to flat..
one of the song that really caught my attention was this..

(acctually i was sleepin when i heard this song.. somehow i woke up hearing the lyric of the chorus..)
eat smoke and sleep..
for freaking 8hours and 15minutes?
couldnt they ask us to come at 4pm instead? LOL..

ok tomoro i will be going to my new posted unit (will get and go to the new posting tomoro)..
and sadly they already said that all of us will be in a stay in unit..
it means my whole ns life is a stay in life..
nt sure if its a ns life or no life.. =/
at this point i really wish im in CD or Police..
but wth.. no important thing to care about outside anyway for the weekdays..
hope that fri and the weekends would be enjoyable with my close buddies..
will be going for my drivers trainin at Sembawang for 2+ months then off to my new unit..

WISH ME LUCK

*at this point you guys will go like good luck Ayid*

thanks you guys for wishing me luck and its pretty obvious which luck you wished me all these times.. so better wish me good luck this time aites.. xD

choices

2009-09-21T10:12:00.000-07:00

choices choices and choices..
its not about my ego.. its about pride..
i do have regrets for the choice ive made..
blame yourself for forcing me to choose what i chosen..
its your fault for asking me to choose between settling down with you and the things that i enjoy doing..
obviously im not thinking of settling down for 5-6 more years..
so guess which one did i choose..

Worst Raye

2009-09-20T18:18:00.000-07:00

Officially the worst raye in my life..
what a time to get sick..
Fever, sore throat, cough, stomachache, headache, difficulty in breathing..
you mention it i got it..
yesterdae my mother die-die wanted to go to her house..
brought along aloooot of ketupat to give to her..
den my father lak segan and came up with alot of excuses..
last2 ckp tak bagos gi rumah org time maghrib.. =/
ok need to rest..

thnks dudes!

2009-09-19T07:00:00.000-07:00

went to geylang with the dudes to get some food.. (el shah sham zouk bert flex ayul)
then on the wae back we chill at Bishan harmony park to skate chillz..
they gave me a birthday present.. like woohhhh.. its freakin somethin i need..
needed to replace my burst 7yr old lucky 7 bearings..
thanks dudes for the abec7 speed demon bearing.. :)
really didnt expect that at all.. now my next pay will be for buying deck instead.. :P
celebrated Nina's bdae too and they bought her a bag..
did alooooot of stupid things there.. played riddles.. mind games and also some pathetic dancing!
having party at the skate park.. xD
had a mini mosh and hardcore dancing and i headbanged till my whole back is in pain.. gahhhh!!!
went to skate in the morning and it suddenly rained.. gahhhhhhhh!!!
chilled at the void deck while sha and el jump around in the rain..
sha went to tie his hair to look like a girl in pony tail..
then zouk go comb his hair into matrep look
flex wear his pants high and tucked in his shirt plus comb his hair to look like a nerd xD
el tied up his hair to look like a girl too..
and the girls help to put on make up for sharina(sham) and yuyul (ayul)~
and last but not least flex thought of an idea and i wore my clothes like mat malaysia at kedai kopi..
here are some pic of the NCP gang for you guys to enjoy.. :)

In MRT otw Bishan

At CTHall

sham nina kid ayid nana el

very formal pic.

Slacking at Bishan Harmony Park

Bishan Skatepark

Fixing new Bearings :)

Thanks dudes for the present.. :)

Melon~ xD

NERD

NERD AND MATREP

NERD MATREP and SCHOOLGIRL

NERD AND SCHOOLGIRL

FIGHTING OVER ELYSHA LOL

MATREP BACKUP COMMING!

SWEET COUPLE

NERD WON THE FIGHT!

ALL THE BENGKOKS!

MAT MESIA AND SCHOOLGIRL

MATREP AND MINAH KAMPONG

CHANGI HOTSTUFF-ED

MINAH AND MATREP

DARE NOT COMMENT

MINAH MESIA MAEN AIR

MAT MESIA AND MATREP

NERD AND BAPOK

NCP (not correct people) GENG

2009-09-17T04:31:00.000-07:00

WTH IS FB THINKING?!

ass

2009-09-17T03:29:00.000-07:00

im not keeping quiet anymore..
outside i may be in my own world..
but you have that weird world ure revolving alone in that thing you call a brain..

you're going blablablabla about this and that and im tired of just hearing.
god knows you even snore about it in your sleep..

i told u i wont be goin out with you these days because i got $2 left..

lets do some accounting..

if i go out with you for a normal meet up not doing anything..
transport - $1.50 x 3 (to the place, send you back, then i go home.)
food & drinks - $5 x 2 (2 person)
total - $14.50

even the world biggest brained bastard cant come out with a fomula to spend $14.50 using a $2 note..

if i were to skate in bishan
transport - $0 (its 5 mins away from my house)
food & drinks - $0 (i can eat and drink at home anytime)
total - $0

YEY i still have the $2 in my wallet..
even if i deduct the GST i still have $2.
$2 - $0 is still $2..

its fucking obvious which choice i would take and can do with the money i have right?

go on bitching about me again and maybe my post could have the 2nd episode.

Sleeping

2009-09-15T08:00:00.000-07:00

i really need to cut on sleeping..
been sleepin too much lately..
sahur > sleep > play game > sleep > buke > sleep > play game > sleep to sahur again..

$2 in my "wallet" left.. gahhhh! cannot go out.. and no mood to go out...

2009-09-09T03:51:00.001-07:00

dad and son talk

2009-09-08T22:03:00.000-07:00

Had my first dad to son talk after a few years in the ferry otw home..

he wishes that i quit skateboarding.. he dont want me to get injured again like what happened last few years..

awww... soooo caring..

i told him to buy me a car if he wants so.. =x

Looking Forward To...

2009-09-06T01:34:00.000-07:00

Looking Forward To...

12th Sept - Pass Out(Faint)
14th Sept - Ayang's Bdae
15th Sept - Anniversary
16th Sept - My Bdae

Not Looking Forward To...

22th Sept - Posting :(

GAHHH

2009-08-29T02:43:00.001-07:00

i lost my m600i ... GAHHHHHHHHH..

skate session was GREAT!

Cant wait for POP after that i don’t need to care about injuries..

Can skate all out..

JAJAJAAAA!!!

Ps. Wish me good luck in getting into airforce..

2009-08-16T07:13:00.000-07:00

I survived ninja field camp.

boring

2009-08-02T07:19:00.000-07:00

Boredd.
Boredd.
Boredd.
I wish im at home.
Instead of wasting my weekend here.
Sorry zyfah abt sat.
Ill see you on monday ok?

i miss...

2009-07-18T09:04:00.000-07:00

Things that i miss.

Bed
Computer
Freedom
Guitar hero
Gaming
Internet
Laptop
Mcspicy
Ps3
Skating
Long sleep
Movies
Warm bath
And top of the list.
Zyfah

Book out

2009-07-11T20:46:00.000-07:00

Been buying ps3 games for these few weeks..
but still dont have the time to play..
GAAAHHHH!!
This sat confinement.. so no time to play..
BIGGER GAAAAHH!!

real meanings

2009-07-05T05:24:00.001-07:00

Never leave what you can do today for tomorrow.

Meaning:
Do overtime.

if you....

2009-06-29T05:28:00.001-07:00

If you see Zyfah..
Tell her i love her ok?

freak on a leash

2009-06-28T16:04:00.001-07:00

Our breakfast convo

Ayid: i feel like a freak on a leash
Siva: i feel like this is like the hospital
Ash: y?
Siva: cuz everyone coughing.

book in

2009-06-28T00:12:00.001-07:00

Gonna haf to book in in a few more hours.
Nw testing to blog using my hp email function.

Tomoro

2009-06-10T11:27:00.000-07:00

welcome back frens who came back from Bangkok..

well tomoro is the day ive been waiting for..
its like finally..
for those who've been asking..
Im going army.. posted to Tekong..
tired of repeating it..

for the person who complained to me abt cockroaches in ur room,
if they really do have a choice they dont want to stay with you in the first place..
xD

the prison break "movie" the final break was nice.. gahh.. wish he didnt have to die.. =/

PATONG

2009-06-07T09:19:00.000-07:00

Message:
da tk der keje beli2 org per...??? ingat aku ni aper patong???

LOL?!

Ubin Trip

2009-06-07T06:33:00.001-07:00

Ubin trip was cool.. :) cycled the whoooole island.. (although we skipped the off-road tracks)
thx Zyfah, Zainal, Atiq, Faiz & gf(bkn Faizah) for joining..
Tired! Uphills was a drag.. =/

Which DotA char are u quiz.

2009-06-07T06:10:00.000-07:00

Barathrum the Spirit Breaker

With a huge body,take aim your opponent and bash it with your powerfull strength If you're Barathrum,you have potential in your power technique but talented too in speed.

G.O.S.

2009-06-05T06:57:00.000-07:00

spent the whole day at home chatting and guitar hero..
supposed to be my skate day with El but didnt go because wanna save energy for cycling tomoro..
so much for saving haaa.. got call from Gun sayin hes already at the skatepark and we aint there today.. so went down to skate at 8pm till ard 9.30..
played a game of s.k.a.t.e. in the bowl..
did alot of stalling today (like finally caught most of the lost tricks back?)..
nose, blunt, disaster, rockn'roll blablabla..
most remarkable trick i landed today was kickflip to rockn'roll pivot off..
tired! want to sleep n rest for tomoro cycling!

Guitar Hero Session

2009-06-04T07:15:00.001-07:00

had a guitar hero jamming session with Zyfah and Atiq at my house.. Mansur came home late then join us..
from 3pm all the way to 9.30pm.. didnt count how many hundreds of songs we covered BUT its confirm that our hands feet and mouth are tired..

Atiq playin guitar when i playin drum n become backup vocal.. xD

Zyfah turn playin guitar

Atiq turn play Drum..

Video playing - Toxicity by System Of A Down..
from Guitar Hero - Metallica
lose because camerawoman noisy n zyfah cannot concentrate..
xD

Here's the original song

Morrissey - The World Is Full Of Crashing Bores

2009-06-03T22:12:00.000-07:00

Suddenly in the mood for Morrissey today.. xD

You must be wondering how
The boy next door turned out
Have a care, But don't stare
Because he's still there
Lamenting policewomen policemen silly women taxmen
Uniformed whores, They who wish to hurt you, Work within the law
This world is full, So full of crashing bores
And I must be one, 'Cos no one ever turns to me to say
Take me in your arms, Take me in your arms, And love me

You must be wondering how
The boy next door turned out
Have a care, And say a prayer
Because he's still there

Lamenting policewomen policemen silly women taxmen
Uniformed whores, Educated criminals, Work within the law
This world is full, Oh oh, So full of crashing bores
And I must be one, cos no one ever turns to me to say
Take me in your arms, Take me in your arms
And love me, And love me

What really lies, Beyond the constraints of my mind
Could it be the sea, With fate mooning back at me
No it's just more lock jawed pop stars
Thicker than pig shit, Nothing to convey
They're so scared to show intelligence
It might smear their lovely career

This world, I am afraid, Is designed for crashing bores
I am not one, I am not one
You don't understand, You don't understand, And yet you can
Take me in your arms and love me, Love me, And love me

Take me in your arms and love me, Love me, love me
Take me in your arms and love me, Take me in your arms and love me

Matchbook Romance - Promise

2009-06-03T11:40:00.000-07:00

What would you say if I asked you not to go
To forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me
Would you take my hand and never let me go
Promise me you'll never let me go

And now the stars aren't out tonight,
But neither are we to look up at them
Why does hello feel like goodbye?
These memories can't replace,
These wishes I wished and dreams I chased
Take this broken heart and make it right

I feel like I've lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know,
You're not making this easy

I never thought I'd be the one to say
Please don't, well please don't leave me

I feel like I've lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know,
You're not making this easy

You're not making this easy (easy, easy, easy...)

Take my hand and never let me go,
Take my hand and never let me go,
Promise me...
You'll never let go
You'll never let go
You'll never let go
You'll never let go
Make this last forever

I feel like I've lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know,
You're not making this easy

You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy

I'll fall asleep tonight, 'cause that brings me closer to you

True art.!

2009-06-03T07:12:00.000-07:00

This is what they call talent..
Turning shit into art..
rnb artists cant cover rock..
while rockers can cover rnb..
why? cuz rnb artist have no talent.. xD

here's an example.. :P

Turbo Negro - All my friends are dead

2009-06-02T10:22:00.000-07:00

Turbo Negro - All my friends are dead

Where're your friends?
Where're your friends?
Where are your friends, man?
What? What? Where're my friends?

All my friends are dead.
All my friends are dead.
They got kicked in the head,
All my friends are dead.

All my friends are dead.
All my friends are dead.
They got smacked in the head,
All my friends are dead.

I always knew that they would
end up like today.
They bought the bullet and they
played with hand grenades.

Hey!
Hey!
Hey!

All my dreams were lies.
All my dreams were lies.
Lemme see the skies,
All my dreams were lies.

All my friends are dead.
All my friends are dead.
They got dragged outta bed,
Now they're buried and they're dead.

I always knew that they would
end up like today.
They bought the bullet and they
payed with hand grenades.

Hey!
Hey!
Hey!

Fuckin' Eh!

I always knew that they would
end up like today.
They bought the bullet and they
payed with hand grenades.

Now they're buried and they're dead!
Now they're buried and they're dead!
Now they're buried and they're dead!

Dead!

ZOO

2009-06-02T08:24:00.000-07:00

Today went to zoo with Jipamon to look for her long lost friends..
Mistake was because we went there at 4pm when the zoo closes at 6pm..
Atleast managed to clear 30% of the area.. xD
The boat/tram ride was CRAP! wasted our time.. it was better on foot..
Rest of the pictures below at no particular orders..

Scary Kids Scaring Kids- My Darkest Hour

2009-06-01T01:02:00.000-07:00

My song of the day! and is also one of my fav song! xD

Graduation

2009-06-01T01:01:00.000-07:00

Pic taken during my ITE Graduation.. SPOT THE DIFFERENCE! wahahaaaa...
1) he smile wider when shaking hand with me!
2) blablablaa.. the rest spot yourself.. xD